I hate my class.

I seriously hate my class.

They're NOISY. They're UNRULY. They're STUPIDLY INSANE. They're rather MEAN.

How many times have teachers scolded us? We're supposed to be quiet. For once in my life, I was supposed to be in a quiet class where learning is EASY because there is NO NOISE.

Is sorry enough? Is saying "Teacher, on behalf of the class, I'm sorry." enough when you're not even the President of the class? Is it enough to say sorry to the teacher when you know that you'll be doing it again? Wouldn't action be better?

Wouldn't shutting up be better?

During free periods, isn't it better to at least read the book report or maybe Noli Me Tangere instead of SINGING IN CLASS WITH VOICES THAT AREN'T EVEN IN SYNC.

I hate them.

They're NOT CONSIDERATE.

Sure they make noise. Sure they do that, do this, they do it because they know that they won't take the full blunt of the anger and rage that will come from the higher ups.

But to whom will all that anger, rage and blame go to? To us COCs that's who.

I predicted a little earlier during lunch, that we will be given a sermon-like thing. Papagalitan kami, in short. Well, it happened. Sort of.

A lot of things happened this week.

This week just isn't a good week...It's been a bad one from the start.

AND THE THING PA KANINANG DISMISSAL.

I feel guilty.

But I also feel pissed off to hell.

Would silencing the class cause you to be mataray? Would you be 'like a tyrant' if you say, KEEP QUIET! to your class? You wouldn't. You should even be given a little bit of credit because you're being considerate. You think about other people, what if they want some peace and quiet?

Why is it that we who always try to do good are always given the positions of those who do bad things?

What's more is that just because I'm a COCC I can't enjoy life? Kapal ng taong nagsabi na'n sa akin. I hate her from the bottom of my heart.

My patience is long, I can hold my rage. But there is a limit, there is a line. And she just crossed that line, not only crossed it pa nga eh.

SHE CROSSED THE LINE AND WENT BACK AND DID IT ALL OVER AGAIN FOR 100 TIMES.

It hurts to see that the people you're trying to make better are the ones who are trying to pull you down and make you seem like the bad guy.

@#$%*! I want to shout curses at them but I can't. I know I shouldn't...So maybe I should kind of talk to them about it? Or something, I don't know. Talking would get us nowhere if they're not willing to listen.

Haaay buhay.

Let's just hope that next week will be better.